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李韦 散文——《致那些指尖流逝的岁月》
致那些指尖流逝的岁月
ZUIXIHUANDONGRIDENUANYANG,SIYIHUISAZAISHANBEIZHEIPIANGUANGMAOWUYINDEDADISHANG。
YIQUNHAITONG,CHUANZHEBUHESHENDEMIANYI,YIGEGEDONGDEBIQINGLIANZHONG,SHIBUSHIHAZHEQICUOCUOSHOU,WUZHEERDUO……
CUNZIZUIXIBIANDEJIAOLUOLI,SANWUGEZHANGZHEGECUZHE,SHUANGSHOUCHAZAIXIUTONGLI,ZUILIDIAOZHEHANYAN,TUCHUDEYANQUANYUNWUBANLIAORAO,YOUSHUOYOUXIAO。
“AI,HOUSHENG,ZHIDAOSHAJIAOKANGWOWOBU?”
ZUIAITINGTAMENJIANGSHULAOYIBEIZENMEZAOZUI,ZENMECHIKU,ZENMEYIBUBUGUOSHANGLEXIANZAIDEHAOGUANGJING。
WOCHUSHENGZAIYIGESHANBEIHUANGTUGAOYUANHENPIANYUANHENNANBIANDECUNZI,CUNZILIDOUSHILIXINGMEIYOUWAIXING。TINGYEYESHUO,WANYANZOUXIANGDECUNZIJIUXIANGLONGDEWEIBA,LONGWEIMAOCUNDEMINGZIJIUSHIZHEIYANGLAIDE。
WOHENQINGXINGZIJINENGCHUSHENGZAIZHEIYANGYIGEZHIPO、HEXIE、CHONGMANXIWANGDEXIAOSHANCUN。
SHANGGESHIJI90NIANDAI,DIANSHIHAIMEIYOUPUJIDAOJIAJIAHUHU,QUANCUNYOUDIANSHIDEYEJIUYILIANGJIA。HEIBAIDIANSHI,MEIYOUYAOKONG,NAOPANSHANGZAIZHEMUZHUANGZI,DINGDUANBANGZHELVJIAZI,ZAITAOJIGELVYILAGUAN,ZHEIJIUSHIXINHAOJIESHOUQI。SUIRANZHINENGJIESHOUYILIANGGEPINDAO,DANZAINEIGESHIHOUYIJINGHENYANGQILE。RUGUOPENGDAOGUADAFENGTIANQI,DOUYAOZHONGXINDIAOZHENGMUZHUANGZIFANGXIANG。
XIAOSHIHOUWEIYIDEYIGEWANJUSHIFUQINGANJISHIHOUMAIDEYIGEFEIJIMOXING。GANGDEDAOTADEYIDUANSHIJIANLI,MEICIYOUXIAOHUOBANLAIWAN,WODOUYAOHENLONGZHONGDIXUANYAOYIFAN。ZHEIYESHIWOTONGNIANJIYIZHONGZUIDADESHANGUANGDIAN。
DANDANZHU、GUNTIEHUAN、ZHIFEIJI、DABAO、LIUBINGCHE……ZHEISHITONGNIANLISUOYOUDEYULEXIANGMU,SUIMEIYOUXIANZAIERTONGSHIQIFENGFUDEWANJU,DANERSHIDEWOMENYEWANDEBUYILEHU。MEICIKANDAOYUTONGNIANJIYIXIANGGUANDESHIPIN,SIXUSHUNJIANJIUHUIDAOERSHI,HUAINIANNEIWUYOUWULVDESHIGUANG。
NEIHUIERFUQINJINGCHANGGANJI,MAIDIANJIALIDEBIXUPIN。DENGWODADIANDESHIHOU,OUERYEHUIDAIZHEWOQU,SANSHILILUSHANG,ZOUBUDONGLE,FUQINHUIBEIZHEWO,DAOLEJISHIJIWOMAINEIZHONGLAOBINGZI,HENNAIBAODE。
JIDEYOUYINIANGUONIAN,MUQINJIWOMENMAILEGUONIANCHUANDEYIFU,XIONGMEISANGEYIRENYISHEN,CHUANSHANG,TUOLE,ZAICHUANSHANG,ZAITUOLE,CHUANZHEXIUZIYOUDIANZHANG,KEZHIYOUGUONIANDESHIHOUCAIYOUXINYIFUCHUAN,HAISHIHUIGAOXINGDESHUIBUZHEJUE。
“MA,ZHEIXIUZIYOUDIANZHANG,NIKAN,WOCHUANSHANGXIANGCHANGXIDEYIYANG。”
“NG,RENZHANGYIFUBUZHANG,GUOLIANGNIANHAINENGCHUAN。”
XIAOSHIHOUCHUANDEXIEZISHIMUQINYIZHENYIXIANZUODEBUXIE。MEIDAOWANSHANG,DIANZHEMEIYOUDENG,WOMENSANGEJUZAIYIZHANGZHUOZISHANGXIEZUOYE,MUQINBIANZUOZAIKANGBIANJIEZHEYUGUANGNAXIEDI,SHIERTAITOUCHUANZHENXIAN,SHIERYONGZHENLVLVTOUFA,NEIHUAMIANZHIJINHAISHICHANGQINGXIDICHUXIANZAIWODENAOHAIZHONG。
NEISHIHOUNONGCUNDUIJIAOYUBUZHONGSHI,JINGCHANGYOUTONGLINGHUOBANCHUOXUEHUIJIAFANGNIU、ZHONGDI。WOHENQINGXING,FUQINSUIRANDUSHUSHAO,DANDUIJIAOYUKANDEHENZHONG,JINGCHANGJIAODAOWOMENWEIYOUDUSHUCAINENGCHURENTOUDI。
NEIHUIJIALISHENGHUOTIAOJIANBUHAO,XUEXITIAOJIANYEJIANKU,YIKUAIYINGZHIBAN,SHANGMIANJUNYUNDITUMOSHANGYICENGZHUYOU,ZAIZHAOYIKUAIBAISULIAOBU,JIANCHENGYINGZHIBANDAXIAOGAIZAISHANGMIAN,YONGJIAZIJIAZHU,BIANSHIWODEWANNENGXIEZIBAN,ZHEIYESHIFUQINDEJIEZUO。
HOULAISHENGHUOTIAOJIANSHAOWEIHAOYIDIAN,FUQINDASUANZAIJIALIZUOYITAOBAISHE,QINGLECUNLIMIANYOUMINGDEMUJIANGGONG。YINXIANGZUISHENDESHIMEICICHIFANDESHIHOU,MUJIANGGONGCHIDESHIMOMO,WOMENCHIDEWOWOTOU。
“WOMENSHASHIHOUYENENGCHISHANGBAIMIANMOMOA?”WOZUOZAIJIAOLUOLI,YANJINGSHIBUSHIWANGXIANGGUOLI,QIPANZHENENGSHENGYIDIAN,ZHEIYANGWOYENENGXIXIJUJIAOMOMODEWEIDAO。ERRUJIN,NEISHIDEQIPANYISHIJIACHANGBIANFANLE。CONGXIAO,BIANBUXIHUANDONGTIAN。TAILENG,MEIYOUNUANQI,ZHIYOUSHENGZHEDEBANWENDELUZI,BEIWOLISHIBINGDE,JIAOSHIBINGDE,SHUILEYIGEWANSHANG,TUIJIAOHAISHIBINGDE。MEICISHUIJUEDESHIHOU,HENBUDEBASUOYOUKEYIQUNUANDEDONGXIQUANDOUYAZAISHENSHANG,BATOUSHENSHENMAIJINBEIZILI,ZHENTOULI。JIBIANZHEIYANG,LUZAIWAIMIANDEBIJIANZONGSHILIANGDE。QICHUANGHOU,YIFUSHIBINGDE,YAOYAOZHEYA,HENXIAXIN,CAINENGYIKOUQILISUODICHUANHAOBINGYINGDEYIFUHEKUZI。
NEISHIDEJIYILI,DONGTIANJIUSHIYIPIANLENG,HANDAOXINLIDELENG。ZHANGDAHOU,WULUNJIALIDENUANQIYOUDUONUANHE,SHUIJUEZHIQIAN,YEHUIXIANBABEIZIPUXIALAI,TIQIANWUZHE,DAISHAOWEINUANHELE,BIANXIANGYITIAOYUSIDELAKAIBEIKOUHUAJINQU。YEXU,JIUSHIXIAOSHIHOULENGPALEBA。
ERRUJIN,YEKAISHIXIANGWANGNEIBAIXUEFUGAIDETIANDI,NEIDONGRILIDENUANYANG,NEIHAOLENGQUEBUYONGZAIQUANSUODEJIJIE。CISHI,ZUIMEIDECHANGJING,BUGUOSHISHEWANGZAITIANHANDIDONGDERIZILI,CHUANZHENUANNUANDEYIFU,ZUOZHEBINGCHE,CHUANSUOZAICUNLINEITIAOKUAIYAOGANKUDEHELI。
(陕北矿业 李韦)